White Culture in America is the dominant culture, but that doesn’t mean all white, you dear readers, are held hostage by that culture. Yet we cannot escape it, just a a fish can’t escape the water in its bowl. All non-white cultures threaten that dominance, and what does that dominance really mean?
Whites who loathe their skin try to escape by making blacks loathe their skin. What whites loathe is their separation from their body, that body that can’t dance. White culture is an Ego culture, and Ego is a separation from the body because the body is messy. it dies.
So white culture is an avoidance of death in the body, so they loathe their own body because it won’t live forever like their Ego in heaven. Whites project that loathing onto black people who then internalize the White loathing as their own. The Perfect Trap.
Being special because you are white is an over compensation for self-loathing. I can only escape the pain of self-loathing when I feel special, so I have to make great effort in feeling special. Now what can I feel special about all the time? Well, I can loathe other people of a different color. That makes me feel special and I don’t feel my self-loathing…however, deep inside my good heart, I loathe that I have to loathe other in order to love myself…Love cannot be divided like that.
OK, here’s the bitter pill for the day: Pride is a form of Self-Loathing. Pride means that I’m special, or that I have done something special, that I am the First Cause of Special, so I must take pride in that achievement. I enjoy this moment of self-love. But what about all the other moments. Where is self-love then? It is absence, and the absence of self-love is self-loathing, so I need a few hits of pride now and then just to keep going and not fall into the total pit of self-loathing which is depression.
Yes…when self loathing becomes personified in a leader, the over compensation is always the elimination of the imagined external cause of that loathing. It’s a perfect trap: we loath ourselves for our hatred, yet the blame for the looting is what we hate. This become a self feeding vortex.