I wake up running with my mouth full, and spend half the day spitting it out, or throwing it up on Facebook. then I take a nap, have a martini and throw up again. Sounds like an eating disorder to me.

I like to think what is thrown up is the Ambergris of whales. From the deep they rise to lay their treasure of the beach. I can say this because I make no claim to what I throw up, since I’m not a whale.

This was a fun talk I ended up talking about Zero, meditation, and time as seen through an hour glass. We. talking about Ground. Zero and that the cosmos is always at Sum Zero. But heres the thing. The Cosmos is not static at zero, no it is a dynamic zero. The universe is creating zero while at the same time destroying zero. Destruction (death) and creation (life) are One, yet two. The ONE or Zero is transcendent of the two, life and death, positive and negative. The ONE or Zero is transcendent or beyond experience..because….we experience creation as two, this or that. It is so simple. It is so clear. Zero is simplicity.

So if it is so clear, why can’t we see it? Why can’t we be conscious of it? Why all this suffering trying not to suffer. Why all this pain trying to get to zero and unity and balance. Even Trump wants to restore America to Zero, to its original….oh..but said. Trump wants to restore America to Number One…and number one is not zero. Number One is the simple base unit that can’t be divided. But the number One he wants to restore is the positive Number One. And how does he want to do that? By eliminating the negative Number One. He wants to get to Zero by having only win and no loss, only positive with no negative. Only up with no down. You see the problem in his cosmology?

But I don’t want to digress into Trump…Trump is not ground zero but you would think he is as all comments, all thought returns to Trump. Why is that?

Trump is a metaphor for our striving to restore balance by winning, by being number One that has no other numbers before it. Trump does not see that every win also creates an equal loss—universe restores balance, remember. Soi we can see this in action as every win he proclaims is hollow. Every effort to win is also shooting himself with an opposite negative. Self defeat, where one hand pats you on the back and the other hand slaps you in the face is actually the Universe restoring balance. Remember, you are the universe and the universe is you. You are already always in balance. So any effort to achieve balance, stands on the belief you are out of balance. So from the get, you are out of balance, and every action will continue that imbalance…because…the universe restores balance. The universe will restore your imbalance, since that is what you believe you are.